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Back to Dss!

2012-01-12T23:52:00.000-08:00

Hi people! Finally back to update this little space.

Um so how long have I left my secondary school (Dunearn)? Haha its exactly 4 years since I last stepped into Dunearn and today, my friends and I returned to Dss like finally~ Managed to talk to teachers who once taught us. Of course food is the one that we miss the most!

All-time favourite!

Pictures with our beloved ex-coach.

Happy birthday, Yi Rang! I know that its pretty early for us to give you a birthday cake but I doubt we would be meeting up soon. This lady with red shirt is hitting her 27 in a few weeks time. Ha I can still remember you were 19 when coaching me for netball and that time I was only 14! Omg!! And this year, Im turning 21 years old. See, time really flies like an arrow.

Better late than never.

2012-01-07T14:53:00.000-08:00

I can't believe I never blogged about Germaine's awesome birthday celebration. Well its better late than never yea!

Just gonna do this post in point forms.

Dinner with Liz & Germaine at Itacho, Bugis
Headed to Amber 21 located at Clarke Quay
The three of us shared a bottle of Martell and after we were done with Martell, we headed to Frienzie Bistro & Bar @ Tebing Lane to continue drinking with Germaine's friends

Basically that was how we celebrated Germaine's birthday. Here are some of the pictures taken on G's birthday.

One more day to 2012!

2011-12-30T13:35:00.000-08:00

In a blink of an eye, we are coming to the end of 2011. I still remember myself flipping the very first month of 2011 of my calender. Frankly speaking, how many of you still remember your revolution for 2011? Haha yes, Im one of those fools and Im trying real hard to recall alright:/

Since its coming to an end of 2011, I should pen down those things that I've done this year.

Back to school on Jan after a long vacation
Juggling school, work, netball & family
Attended Edeliz's baby shower
My virgin trip to Bangkok on April with Pris, Ruth & Estella
Attended Elizcia's birthday party
A sudden change of grpmates
Worst netballuxion experience
Got my AX watch for birthday present
Birthday celebration with Angeline, Estella & Cadence @ Ding Tai Fung
Genting trip on Dec with Jaslyn, Ruth & Estella
A mini celebration for 'Dong zhi' with kryp and thanks Sarah for buying us glutinous ball
Lastly, a mini potluck farewell for 2011 with kryp this Sat @ Kallang

Im really glad that I can still managed to pen down quite a number of things that I have done in 2011. I think its pretty good to keep a journal as journal writing is a personal journey, determined wholly by your own thoughts. A place where your deepest thoughts can reside without fear of judgment, blame, or need of justification. In addition, you can record fresh memories that you see!

Why not keep a journal if you don't already have a revolution for 2012 be it hand writing or blogging:) Hahaha I think is a great idea yea? Give it shot.

Before I end this post, I would say life is not a bed of roses. If you wanted me to describe my life with two words, I would say "eventful" and "traumatized" even though I am this young. It's like a roller coaster-up and down. Only this roller coaster has more downs than ups. Every time I feel down, I worry whether I would feel up again. Right now, Im just looking forward to the next ride up. Im constantly setting goals so that I have something to focus on, work toward and look forward to. No matter how bad things are, there's always something you can do for yourself that will make you feel better, you just have to figure out what that is, be strong, visualize how you are going to feel when you do it, then just go out there and do it.

Today is friday! Have a good weekend ahead people.

Signing off, Jacelyn.

In your galaxy.

2011-12-26T22:46:00.000-08:00

Hi earthlings! Im back to update:D

I just logged in my Singtel account and found out that I can re-contract on 2 Jan 2012!!!!! I was totally jumping with joy when I knew it. Exactly one week and I can finally my current phone to Samsung Galaxy S2 White!! Well, initially Samsung Galaxy Note was the gadget that I desire but the design is too bulky for me. I can't even keep my phone in my pocket, the design is just not suitable for me.

Can't wait to have you in my hands, darling.

The heart of Christmas.

2011-12-24T16:16:00.000-08:00

I have yet to post about my Genting trip with gfs and my experience using Laneige sleeping pack! Haha no worries, I would post another time then:) First up, christmas post with Liz and Germaine.

Happy christmas eve everyone! So any plans on how to celebrate your xmas eve with your loved ones? I would be staying at home today to celebrate my christmas eve with my parents. The world's in a hurry during December, busy city streets and shopping malls and I believe some of them are doing last minute shopping for christmas.

Advance christmas celebration with Liz and Germaine over at Liz's. Rushed over to Liz's crib straight after visiting doctor and off to buy ingredients for our Ma La steamboat. My birks and leggings were soaking wet when we were on our way to get food:( Luckily Liz's domestic helper was there to lend us a helping hand by preparing food.

Steamboat! *Drools*

Gift exchange.

Thanks for the gifts!:DD

May you have a blessed christmas! Enjoy:)

Processing?

2011-12-12T14:57:00.000-08:00

Last warning for gmarket man. Placed an order for a hoodie on 5 Dec and guess what? My payment is still processing!! This is getting on my nerves. I intend to bring it along with me for my coming Genting trip but gmarket totally screwed up my plan. I can give you a prove of my order.

Phew I think the picture just minimized on its own. Haha. Just zoom in your screen if you want to have a look of my 'evidence.' I rang up gmarket a couple of times but they never seem to get things fixed. Fine! I was mad pissed so I gave them a call again..

One of the customer representatives picked up my call:

CR: Hi, can I have your cart no pls.

Me: Sure.

CR: I can see that your payment is still processing.

Me: Yea, thats the reason why I called. Why is my payment still processing?

CR: Alright. We will send an email to you if the payment is declined.

Me: (What? That means I got to wait again!?) Ok, I called a few days ago and your colleague told me that he would get back to me again but I have yet to receive calls from him.

CR: Oh I see.

(Oh I see? Man, what was that reply for?)

Me: Yup thats why I called again luh~

CR: No worries mdm, we will send an email to you.

He caught me speechless when he said: 'Oh I see.' There is nothing more I can do so I just gonna sit back and wait, again.

Mixed feelings.

2011-12-10T23:36:00.000-08:00

Mixed feelings- thats exactly what Im feeling right now.

Netball, this seven words are taking a toll on me. This is the only sport that keep me going over the years even though quitting has crossed my mind several times but I have never once mean it. However, every now and then I fall apart for the same old issue & I desperately need to stop facing all these shits.

I can understand why Corrine gets to play but whats the reason of putting CT girls when Kryp team has more than enough people!? It doesn't make any sense yea. At that moment, I just wanna bury my face into ground I feel so ashamed of myself when I wasn't the one to represent the team. I have teammates telling me coach might have forgotten about me. Oh c'moPost Optionsn I doubt this is the reason. I play netball because I love playing, its the passion you see. But you know passion doesn't get you any further if you are not given a chance to perform your best... Tell me how am I supposed to put on my best when Im not even getting a s.i.n.g.l.e. chance. I swear this is the worst feeling ever.

Praises and teammates are the one that keeps me going knowing that this won't last long.. Im holding back my tears while typing this post. I kept on telling myself not to shed a single tears, not a single one. Please, Im not asking for sympathy. I guess Im going to cuddle on bed and let wild thoughts run through my mind.

One last thing, I would like to express my gratitude for someone in our team who keeps encouraging me along the way, sending me inspiration messages & always taking care every single person in the team. Thank you, Siyun♥. Im really grateful to have you as a teammate and friend. I can't be any thankful towards you. Tons of blessings for you Siyun:)

Not forgetting our beloved kryp's teammates, Kelroy & Rachel. Please come back to training. The both of you are not forgotten!!

For now I just wish that coach would start making sense cause Im confused. I have no idea what you want.

Insane week.

2011-12-09T14:11:00.000-08:00

Hello all! Just a quick post to update this space:)

These days I have been like crazy! Basically my week is filled up with work and training. Phew~ I was supposed to work today but for god knows what reason I won't be able to work as you can see from the above pic, my right eye was swollen! I guess is because I didn't have sufficient time to rest. Thank god, a good colleague of mine is willing to cover my shift.

10 more days to Genting with a bunch of good friends. Seriously I can't wait!!! And mom gonna give me 200RM that means I don't have to use my own money!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *refrains myself from screaming*

Have a good weekend everybirdy.

Memorable day- BTTD 11011A

2011-12-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

Hi lovelies! It has been a week since I last blogged. Did you see my blog title for today's post? Yea, a memorable day with BTTD 1101A. Can you imagine that yesterday's bbq was my very first class outing with my beloved classmates after studying one year of Bachelor course with them. Haha how funny was that.

Headed down to Pasir Ris straight after I knocked off from work. It was a long journey for me as I was traveling from Choa Chu Kang to Pasir Ris. I was pretty frustrated when I couldn't find the damn bus stop which goes to Costa Sands, so I flagged a cab at White Sands & Michelle hopped on to my cab and we finally reached Costa.

There wasn't much food left as the bbq started at 5pm. Roy was sweet enough to help us bbq crab meats & chicken wings. Anyway, Michelle & I got splashed by Pat as it was actually a door gift for everyone who attended the bbq. Hahah thanks uh Pat.

Chicken wings/fishballs for you?:D

Had some photo sessions with classmates.

Mr Reza came to join us as well!

We went back to our room as it started to pour at around 11pm. Last picture before I end this post.

Like I said earlier, this was my very first class gathering. Reason why I went? Because I know I won't get to see my beloved classmates for six months due to our internship. From the bottom of my heart, I wish that every single person in our class will enjoy their time during the period of serving internship. Strive hard people!:D See you guys in 8 months time.

Best wishes,

Jacelyn

Saturday.

2011-11-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

Im bored so Im here to blog again.

Woke up @ 730am
Bathed & headed to Ngee Ann for trg
6 laps of court, stretching, sprints, ball drills
Game with CT girls
30 pumping + 2 minutes of plank (2 minutes was enough to kill me)
Lunch @ SIM after trg with teammates & headed home

Basically I spent my afternoon for netball trg and yes, I was slacking at home for the rest of my day.

I know its pretty early for me to hit the sack at this timing, in addition, today is Sat! But my eyes are closing..

Have a fabulous weekend!

I ♥ birthday celebration (Part II).

2011-11-25T23:53:00.000-08:00

Birthday celebration with Chloe & co @ Wild Honey Mandarin Gallery. Wild Honey serves wonderful breakfast! Give it a try if you haven't. I ordered Tunisian. Fyi, tunisian was a Mediterranean tomato stew served with two sunny side up eggs and chorizo sausage, toasted brioche and salsa. Well this dish is not my liking as the the dish is pretty much saltiness & the two sunny side up eggs were a big NO for someone like me, who dislikes egg yolks.

After a heavy lunch, the girls & I headed to FEP to get some of our stuffs fixed. I have finally changed my itouch screen protector! Im glad that I changed my screen protector as the previous one was always leaving sticky residue. And now my itouch looks like I just bought it:)

Ok enough said! Is time for pictures spam!

I would like to thank Chloe, Tzining & Jvern for making this celebration happens.

An epic picture before ending this post:

Hahaha I hope the pic is not scaring you. Bye!

Everyone says: 'Happy birthday, Jacelyn.'

2011-11-23T23:48:00.000-08:00

Another year older, another year wiser? Today marks my 20th birthday, 23 November 2011. See, times flies. Now is my turn to hit the big digit, T.W.O.

How do I feel on this special day? Um! feeling pretty fine on 23 November 2011, thanks to all kind of birthday wishes. To top it off, I was greeted with a slice of birthday cake.. Oh wait, I should say a slice of Royce chocolate cake. The cake was prepared by my gfs Angeline, Cadence & Estella. A big virtual panda hug to my gfs.

As for tmr, I will be meeting another bunch of good friends! I can't wait to see them man:)

A birthday cake for myself:

Not pushing far.

2011-11-21T23:45:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! Im back to blog again!:D I hope everyone is doing great.

Im absolutely enjoying my holidays now. YES NOWWWWW!! How shiok. Two months of studying was really tedious. Im officially free from those assignments! Envy much? Hahahahaha.

Well, I was pretty disappointed for Law presentation despite putting in so much efforts and hard works & yet we didn't really scored well. Um. Anyway it was over so I shouldn't be thinking of it anymore. But still, appreciating my group member's hard works.

And now, Im looking for temp admin jobs cause Im not earning much for my current job & yes, its fucking killing me:( I need money to change my damn phone. At the meantime, I would still be enjoying my holidays before internship starts. I seriously can't imagine how my life would be becomes once my internship starts.

Wow I guess this post is the longest I had.

Haha on the happier note, my bff, Cadence, is finally back from to town. Yay! Can't wait to see her.

Till then, ciaos ♥

Smoke pot.

2011-05-29T18:38:00.000-07:00

It fucking sucks t hide away from your parents that you're a smoker.

I hope I can openly talk about it.

Who is kind enough t get me an itouch?

2011-05-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

Hi lovelies! I seriously think that I need an itouch 4 even though my current ipod isn't giving me any problems. My current ipod is only 4g, I don't have enough space t put more songs therefore i need t delete some of the songs t put new ones. Troublesome much yea! I guess Im gg t buy an itouch at the upcoming IT Fair.

There won't be early lesson for me tmr! Awesomeeeee!! I had enough of early lessons for the past two days. Gna sleep like there is no tmr!:) Ciaoszxz!

Don't you ♥ BKK?

2011-05-21T22:01:00.000-07:00

Photos uploaded!:) Ultra mega overdued pics I know! Ha I still keep my promise t upload pics even though is kinda late uh. Those days at BKK was really fun & I really miss those days spent at BKK. Gonna start saving and plan for next trip t BKK again!

I swear Im not gg t neglect this little space of mine anymore:)
Update soon alright! ^^

In less than 24 hours.

2011-03-29T23:42:00.000-07:00

Edited some of my blog & I think it looks pretty good yea. Okay last presentation tmr! Essays, slides and prints of presentation are all done. Simply can't wait for tmr:D

I will be flying t BKK in less than 24 hours and will be back in a week's time. I will be back w photos alright! Bye.

2011-01-30T15:18:00.000-08:00

Another Friday?

After a hurricane comes a rainbow.

2011-01-22T15:08:00.000-08:00

Zoukkkkkkk tonight yo!:)

2011-01-07T18:12:00.000-08:00

Fabulous <3

2011-01-02T00:51:00.000-08:00

In 2011, I hope I’ll be a lot closer to the person I want to be.
2010 was the year that a giant mirror was held up to my face.
I didn’t like seeing myself so.. imperfect but by December, I learned that it’s okay.
It’s okay to be myself. It’s okay to want to change certain things about myself that I didn’t particularly like as long as I didn’t completely change who I really am.
I wish everyone the best in 2011.

- Insomniaticthoughts

Two zero one one♥

2011-01-01T15:27:00.000-08:00

Above pics were taken during Krymas on the 26th Dec. There are still some pics that I have not upload. Photobucket is sucha bitch as it took damn friggin long for me t upload pics, so I just created an account @ Imageshack. Imageshack is another bastard. I don't know why the fuck I can't upload pics man! This is seriously pissing me off. End up using blogger t upload:(

Alright! Enuffzsx of whining~

Goodbye 2010 & welcome 2011!

Play was awesome on thurs!! Even though it was crowded but it was fun afterall. How was your countdown party w your families/friends? If you went partying then good for you. Hahah I believe all the clubs were mad squeezing, people getting drunk & making out at one corner. Im not as happening as those people so instead of partying I went t Char's hse t countdown w my usual clique. Steamboat mahjong poker & home sweet home. Reached home @ 7 plus, bathed, beauty sleep & woke up at 4pm. Another awesome day yo!:)

Bye amazing people!

Sweeter than a swisher.

2010-11-30T00:18:00.000-08:00

Hi readers! Here are some of the pics taken on my belated birthday. Finally went t have Pocket Full Of Poises @ 313 Somerset! The restaurant is amazing I swear! They sell flowers & cakes and I think there are live bands on weekends. It is an ideal place for couples because the restaurant is way too lovely & it will be best if you're celebrating Valentine's day over there.
However the portion of the food served by them was kind of big, it is impossible t finish up the food all by yourself so I think they should serve adequate portion to prevent wastage.

Im enjoying my holidays nao! Can't wait for my timetable t be out & not forgetting my results. Oh btw, Im going t have Sakae buffet later! Going t stop eating & start fasting till the clock strikes 3pm! Ha pray hard I can tahan k.

Ciaos!:)

Ten more miles (days).

2010-11-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

Time check: 2:33 am

Im still wide awake at this hour. Finally done w my Info assignment which Im going t hand in on Monday but Im still left w the presentation part. Gonna have individual presentation on Monday! Feeling nervous though I know nervousness kills. Holidays are just a week away from me, Im going t party & work real hard before my holidays end. I guess I will never have a proper post. Bye readers

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart
Fall asleep to it's beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again

Inside all of us is a wild thangzsxzs.

2010-09-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

2010-09-08T18:07:00.000-07:00

We used t talk about girls, trends, cosmetics, photography, foods & more. But now we're totally strangers. Where has the friendship gone to. I miss those times and I really want t talk t you. I guess you'll never get t read this.

You do what you love, and fuck the rest.

2010-09-01T13:42:00.000-07:00

Hello September & bye August! I hope September will be a good one for me. School is starting in 2 weeks time. Hopefully I will meet nice people yea.

2010-08-30T23:20:00.000-07:00

I hope I won't cry myself t sleep tonight.

2010-08-29T15:55:00.000-07:00

every day, i am at war with myself. i fight to not give up.
i fight to pretend i’m okay. i fight to ignore the hurt. i fight to not cry.
i fight to pretend that life will get better just like everyone tells me.
i am at war with myself and it’s a losing battle.

I would die for you my love.

2010-08-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

Can I own them all?

2010-08-10T15:55:00.000-07:00

Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself,
because once your broken, you'll never be fixed.

My heart stops when you look at me.

2010-08-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

Im done w my mask:)
Im working on National Day that means I have double pay:D
Im left w less than 8 hours of sleep before I go t work:(

My missing puzzle piece.

2010-08-03T15:45:00.000-07:00

I WANT I WANT!

More than you ever know.

2010-08-02T01:03:00.000-07:00

Im going t bed now.
I miss ____ so much.

No more wisdom tooth!

2010-07-30T15:37:00.000-07:00

No more wisdom tooth! No more!!

I feel like a zombie gone back to life.

2010-07-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

I seriously need t have some confidence:'(

There must be something more.

2010-07-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

I miss you:'(